Transcendence (Part 2)
Don’t go thinking that by learning a lot and knowing a lot
you’ll know the Buddha Dhamma. That’s like saying you’ve seen everything there
is to see just because you’ve got eyes, or that you’ve got ears. You may see
but you don’t see fully. You see only with the ‘outer eye’, not with the ‘inner
eye’; you hear with the ‘outer ear’, not with the ‘inner ear’.
If you upturn the apparent and reveal the transcendent, you
will reach the truth and see clearly. You will uproot the apparent and uproot
clinging.
But this is like some sort of sweet fruit: even though the
fruit is sweet we must rely on contact with and experience of that fruit before
we will know what the taste is like. Now that fruit, even though no-one tastes
it, is sweet all the same. But nobody knows of it. The Dhamma of the Buddha is
like this. Even though it’s the truth it isn’t true for those who don’t really
know it. No matter how excellent or fine it may be it is worthless to them.
So why do people grab after suffering? Who in this world
wants to inflict suffering on themselves? No one, of course. Nobody wants
suffering and yet people keep creating the causes of suffering, just as if they
were wandering around looking for suffering. Within their hearts people are looking
for happiness, they don’t want suffering. Then why is it that this mind of ours
creates so much suffering? Just seeing this much is enough. We don’t like
suffering and yet why do we create suffering for ourselves? It’s easy to see,
it can only be because we don’t know suffering, we don’t know the end of
suffering. That’s why people behave the way they do. How could they not suffer
when they continue to behave in this way?
These people have micchā-diṭṭhi but they don’t see that it’s
micchā-diṭṭhi. Whatever we say, believe in or do which results in suffering is
all wrong view. If it wasn’t wrong view it wouldn’t result in suffering; we
couldn’t cling to suffering, nor to happiness or to any condition at all. We
would leave things be their natural way, like a flowing stream of water. We
don’t have to dam it up, we should just let it flow along its natural course.
The flow of Dhamma is like this, but the flow of the
ignorant mind tries to resist the Dhamma in the form of wrong view. Suffering
is there because of wrong view – this people don’t see. This is worth looking
into. Whenever we have wrong view we will experience suffering. If we don’t
experience it in the present it will manifest later on.
People go astray right here. What is blocking them off? The apparent
blocks off the transcendent, preventing people from seeing things clearly.
People study, they learn, they practice, but they practice with ignorance, just
like a person who’s lost his bearings. He walks to the west but thinks he’s
walking east, or walks to the north thinking he’s walking south. This is how
far people have gone astray. This kind of practice is really only the dregs of
practice, in fact it’s a disaster. It’s a disaster because they turn around and
go in the opposite direction, they fall from the objective of true Dhamma
practice.
This state of affairs causes suffering and yet people think
that doing this, memorizing that, studying such-and-such will be a cause for
the cessation of suffering. Just like a person who wants a lot of things. He
tries to amass as much as possible, thinking if he gets enough his suffering
will abate. This is how people think, but their thinking goes astray of the
true path, just like one person going northward, another going southward, and yet
both believing they’re going the same way.
Most people are still stuck in the mass of suffering, still
wandering in saṃsāra, just because they think like this. If illness or pain
arise, all they can do is wonder how they can get rid of it. They want it to
stop as fast as possible, they’ve got to cure it at all costs. They don’t
consider that this is the normal way of saṅkhārā. Nobody thinks like this. The
body changes and people can’t endure it, they can’t accept it, they’ve got to
get rid of it at all costs. However, in the end they can’t win, they can’t beat
the truth. It all collapses. This is something people don’t want to look at,
they continually reinforce their wrong view.
Practicing to realize the Dhamma is the most excellent of
things. Why did the Buddha develop all the Perfections? So that he could
realize this and enable others to see the Dhamma, know the Dhamma, practice the
Dhamma and be the Dhamma – so that they could let go and not be burdened.
‘Don’t cling to things.’ Or to put it another way: ‘Hold,
but don’t hold fast.’ This is also right. If we see something we pick it up,
‘oh, it’s this’; then we lay it down. We see something else, pick it up and
hold it, but not fast. We hold it just long enough to consider it, to know it,
then to let it go. If you hold without letting go, carry without laying down
the burden, then you are going to be heavy. If you pick something up and carry
it for a while, then when it gets heavy you should lay it down, throw it off.
Don’t make suffering for yourself.
This we should know as the cause of suffering. If we know
the cause of suffering, suffering cannot arise. For either happiness or
suffering to arise there must be the attā, the self. There must be the ‘I’ and
‘mine’, there must be this appearance. If when all these things arise the mind
goes straight to the transcendent, it removes the appearances. It removes the
delight, the aversion and the clinging from those things. Just as when
something that we value gets lost, when we find it again our worries disappear.
Even before we see that object our worries may be relieved.
At first we think it’s lost and suffer over it, but there comes a day when we
suddenly remember, ‘Oh, that’s right! I put it over there, now I remember!’ As
soon as we remember this, as soon as we see the truth, even if we haven’t laid
eyes on that object, we feel happy. This is called ‘seeing within’, seeing with
the mind’s eye, not seeing with the outer eye. If we see with the mind’s eye
then even though we haven’t laid eyes on that object we are already relieved.
Similarly, when we cultivate Dhamma practice and attain the
Dhamma, see the Dhamma, then whenever we encounter a problem we solve the
problem instantly, right then and there. It disappears completely, it is laid
down, released.
The Buddha wanted us to contact the Dhamma, but people only
contact the words, the books and the scriptures. This is contacting that which is
about Dhamma, not contacting the actual Dhamma as taught by our great teacher.
How can people say they are practicing well and properly? They are a long way
off.
The Buddha was known as lokavidū, having clearly realized
the world. Right now we see the world all right, but not clearly. The more we
know the darker the world becomes, because our knowledge is murky, it’s not
clear knowledge. It’s faulty. This is called ‘knowing through darkness’,
lacking in light and radiance.
People are only stuck here but it’s no trifling matter. It’s
important. Most people want goodness and happiness but they just don’t know
what the causes for that goodness and happiness are. Whatever it may be, if we
haven’t yet seen the harm of it we can’t give it up. No matter how bad it may
be, we still can’t give it up if we haven’t truly seen the harm of it. However,
if we really see the harm of something beyond a doubt, then we can let it go.
As soon as we see the harm of something, and the benefit of giving it up,
there’s an immediate change.
Why is it we are still unattained, still cannot let go? It’s
because we still don’t see the harm clearly, our knowledge is faulty, it’s
dark. That’s why we can’t let go. If we knew clearly like the Lord Buddha or
the arahant disciples we would surely let go, our problems would dissolve
completely with no difficulty at all.
When your ears hear sound, let them do their job. When your
eyes perform their function with forms, let them do so. When your nose works
with smells, let it do its job. When your body experiences sensations, then it
perform its natural functions. Where will problems arise? There are no problems.
In the same way, all those things which belong to the
apparent, leave them with the apparent and acknowledge that which is the
transcendent. Simply be the ‘one who knows’, knowing without fixation, knowing
and letting things be their natural way. All things are just as they are.
All our belongings, does anybody really own them? Does our
father own them, or our mother, or our relatives? Nobody really gets anything.
That’s why the Buddha said to let all those things be, let them go. Know them
clearly. Know them by holding, but not fast. Use things in a way that is
beneficial, not in a harmful way by holding fast to them until suffering
arises.
To know Dhamma you must know in this way. That is, to know
in such a way as to transcend suffering. This sort of knowledge is important.
Knowing about how to make things, to use tools, knowing all the various
sciences of the world and so on, all have their place, but they are not the
supreme knowledge. The Dhamma must be known as I’ve explained it here. You don’t
have to know a whole lot, just this much is enough for the Dhamma practitioner
– to know and then let go.
It’s not that you have to die before you can transcend
suffering, you know. You transcend suffering in this very life because you know
how to solve problems. You know the apparent, you know the transcendent. Do it
in this lifetime, while you are here practicing. You won’t find it anywhere
else. Don’t cling to things. Hold, but don’t cling.
You may wonder, ‘Why does the Ajahn keep saying this?’ How
could I teach otherwise, how could I say otherwise, when the truth is just as
I’ve said it? Even though it’s the truth don’t hold fast to even that! If you
cling to it blindly it becomes a falsehood. Like a dog if you grab its leg. If
you don’t let go the dog will spin around and bite you. Just try it out. All
animals behave like this. If you don’t let go it’s got no choice but to bite.
The apparent is the same. We live in accordance with conventions. They are here
for our convenience in this life, but they are not things to be clung to so
hard that they cause suffering. Just let things pass.
Whenever we feel that we are definitely right, so much so
that we refuse to open up to anything or anybody else, right there we are
wrong. It becomes wrong view. When suffering arises, where does it arise from?
The cause is wrong view, the fruit of that being suffering. If it was right
view it wouldn’t cause suffering.
So I say, ‘Allow space, don’t cling to things.’ ‘Right’ is
just another supposition; just let it pass. ‘Wrong’ is another apparent
condition; just let it be that. If you feel you are right and yet others
contend the issue, don’t argue, just let it go. As soon as you know, let go.
This is the straight way.
Usually it’s not like this. People don’t often give in to
each other. That’s why some people, even Dhamma practitioners who still don’t
know themselves, may say things that are utter foolishness and yet think
they’re being wise. They may say something that’s so stupid that others can’t
even bear to listen and yet they think they are being cleverer than others.
Other people can’t even listen to it and yet they think they are smart, that they
are right. They are simply advertising their own stupidity.
That’s why the wise say, ‘Whatever speech disregards aniccaṃ
is not the speech of a wise person, it’s the speech of a fool. It’s deluded
speech. It’s the speech of one who doesn’t know that suffering is going to
arise right there.’
For example, suppose you had decided to go to Bangkok
tomorrow and someone were to ask, ‘Are you going to Bangkok tomorrow?’ ‘I hope
to go to Bangkok. If there are no obstacles I’ll probably go.’ This is called
speaking with the Dhamma in mind, speaking with aniccaṃ in mind, taking into
account the truth, the transient, uncertain nature of the world. You don’t say,
‘Yes, I’m definitely going tomorrow.’ If it turns out you don’t go, what are
you going to do, send news to all the people who you told you were going? You’d
be just talking nonsense.
There’s still much more to the practice of Dhamma; it
becomes more and more refined. But if you don’t see it, you may think you are
speaking right even when you are speaking wrongly and straying from the true
nature of things with every word. And yet you may think you are speaking the
truth. To put it simply: anything that we say or do that causes suffering to
arise should be known as micchā-diṭṭhi. It’s delusion and foolishness.
Most practitioners don’t reflect in this way. Whatever they
like, they think is right and they just go on believing themselves. For
instance, they may receive some gift or title, be it an object, rank or even
words of praise, and they think it’s good. They take it as some sort of
permanent condition. So they get puffed up with pride and conceit, they don’t
consider, ‘Who am I? Where is this so-called ‘goodness?’ Where did it come
from? Do others have the same things?’
The Buddha taught that we should conduct ourselves normally.
If we don’t dig in, chew over and look into this point, it means it’s still
sunk within us. It means these conditions are still buried within our hearts –
we are still sunk in wealth, rank and praise. So we become someone else because
of them. We think we are better than before, that we are something special and
so all sorts of confusion arises.
Actually, in truth there isn’t anything to human beings.
Whatever we may be it’s only in the realm of appearances. If we take away the
apparent and see the transcendent we see that there isn’t anything there. There
are simply the universal characteristics – birth in the beginning, change in
the middle and cessation in the end. This is all there is. If we see that all
things are like this, then no problems arise. If we understand this we will
have contentment and peace.
Where trouble arises is when we think like the five ascetic
disciples of the Buddha. They followed the instruction of their teacher, but
when he changed his practice they couldn’t understand what he thought or knew.
They decided that the Buddha had given up his practice and reverted to indulgence.
If we were in that position we’d probably think the same thing and there’d be
no way to correct it. We’d be holding on to the old ways, thinking in the lower
way, yet believing it’s higher. We’d see the Buddha and think he’d given up the
practice and reverted to indulgence, just like those five ascetics: consider
how many years they had been practicing at that time, and yet they still went
astray, they still weren’t proficient.
So I say to practice and also to look at the results of your
practice. Look especially where you refuse to follow, where there is friction.
Where there is no friction, there is no problem, things flow. If there is
friction, they don’t flow; you set up a self and things become solid, like a
mass of clinging. There is no give and take.
Most monks and cultivators tend to be like this. However
they’ve thought in the past they continue to think. They refuse to change, they
don’t reflect. They think they are right so they can’t be wrong, but actually
‘wrongness’ is buried within ‘rightness’, even though most people don’t know
that. How is it so? ‘This is right’ … but if someone else says it’s not right
you won’t give in, you’ve got to argue. What is this? Diṭṭhi-māna. Diṭṭhi means
views, māna is the attachment to those views. If we attach even to what is
right, refusing to concede to anybody, then it becomes wrong. To cling fast to
rightness is simply the arising of self, there is no letting go.
This is a point which gives people a lot of trouble, except
for those Dhamma practitioners who know that this matter, this point, is a very
important one. They will take note of it. If it arises while they’re speaking,
clinging comes racing on to the scene. Maybe it will linger for some time,
perhaps one or two days, three or four months, a year or two. This is for the
slow ones, that is. For the quick, response is instant – they just let go.
Clinging arises and immediately there is letting go, they force the mind to let
go right then and there.
You must see these two functions operating. Here there is
clinging. Now who is the one who resists that clinging? Whenever you experience
a mental impression you should observe these two functions operating. There is
clinging, and there is one who prohibits the clinging. Now just watch these two
things. Maybe you will cling for a long time before you let go.
Reflecting and constantly practicing like this, clinging
gets lighter, it becomes less and less. Right view increases as wrong view
gradually wanes. Clinging decreases, non-clinging arises. This is the way it is
for everybody. That’s why I say to consider this point. Learn to solve problems
in the present moment.
(The Teachings of Ajahn Chah)
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