Friday, 22 July 2016
The Fountain of Wisdom (Part 2)
So in regard to happiness and suffering, what are we to do?
If we didn’t have these things what could we use as a cause to precipitate
wisdom? If there is no cause how will the effect arise? All dhammas arise
because of causes. When the result ceases it’s because the cause has ceased.
This is how it is, but most of us don’t really understand. People only want to
run away from suffering. This sort of knowledge is short of the mark. Actually
we need to know this very world that we are living in, we don’t have to run
away anywhere. You should have the attitude that to stay is fine, and to go is
fine. Think about this carefully.
Where do happiness and suffering lie? If we don’t hold fast
to, cling to or fix on to anything, as if it weren’t there – suffering doesn’t
arise. Suffering arises from existence (bhava). If there is existence, then
there is birth. Upādāna – clinging or attachment – this is the pre-requisite
which creates suffering. Wherever suffering arises look into it. Don’t look too
far away, look right into the present moment. Look at your own mind and body.
When suffering arises ask, why is there suffering? Look right now. When
happiness arises ask, what is the cause of that happiness? Look right there.
Wherever these things arise be aware. Both happiness and suffering arise from
clinging.
The cultivators of old saw their minds in this way. There is
only arising and ceasing. There is no abiding entity. They contemplated from
all angles and saw that there was nothing much to this mind, they saw nothing
is stable. There is only arising and ceasing, ceasing and arising, nothing is
of any lasting substance. While walking or sitting they saw things in this way.
Wherever they looked there was only suffering, that’s all. It’s just like a big
iron ball which has just been blasted in a furnace. It’s hot all over. If you
touch the top it’s hot, touch the sides and they’re hot – it’s hot all over.
There isn’t any place on it which is cool.
Now if we don’t consider these things we won’t know anything
about them. We must see clearly. Don’t get ‘born’ into things, don’t fall into
birth. Know the workings of birth. Such thoughts as, ‘Oh, I can’t stand that
person, he does everything wrong,’ will no longer arise. Or, ‘I really like so
and so.’ These things don’t arise. There remains merely the conventional
worldly standards of like and dislike, but one’s speech is one way, one’s mind
another. They are separate things. We must use the conventions of the world to
communicate with each other, but inwardly we must be empty. The mind is above
those things. We must bring the mind to transcendence like this. This is the
abiding of the Noble Ones. We must all aim for this and practice accordingly.
Don’t get caught up in doubts.
Before I started to practice, I thought to myself, ‘The
Buddhist religion is here, available for all, and yet why do only some people
practice while others don’t? Or if they do practice, they do so only for a
short while and then give up. Or again those who don’t give it up still don’t
knuckle down and do the practice. Why is this?’ So I resolved to myself, ‘Okay,
I’ll give up this body and mind for this lifetime and try to follow the
teaching of the Buddha down to the last detail. I’ll reach understanding in
this very lifetime, because if I don’t I’ll still be sunk in suffering. I’ll
let go of everything else and make a determined effort, no matter how much
difficulty or suffering I have to endure, I’ll persevere. If I don’t do it I’ll
just keep on doubting.’
Thinking like this I got down to practice. No matter how
much happiness, suffering or difficulty I had to endure I would do it. I looked
on my whole life as if it was only one day and a night. I gave it up. ‘I’ll
follow the teaching of the Buddha, I’ll follow the Dhamma to understanding –
why is this world of delusion so wretched?’ I wanted to know, I wanted to
master the teaching, so I turned to the practice of Dhamma.
How much of the worldly life do we monastics renounce? If we
have gone forth for good then it means we renounce it all, there’s nothing we
don’t renounce. All the things of the world that people enjoy are cast off:
sights, sounds, smells, tastes and feelings – we throw them all away. And yet
we experience them. So Dhamma practitioners must be content with little and
remain detached. Whether in regard to speech, eating or whatever, we must be
easily satisfied: eat simply, sleep simply, live simply. Just like they say,
‘an ordinary person’ is one who lives simply. The more you practice the more
you will be able to take satisfaction in your practice. You will see into your
own heart.
The Dhamma is paccattaṃ, you must know it for yourself. To
know for yourself means to practice for yourself. You can depend on a teacher
only fifty percent of the way. Even the teaching I have given you today is
completely useless in itself, even if it is worth hearing. But if you were to
believe it all just because I said so, you wouldn’t be using the teaching
properly.
If you believed me completely you’d be foolish. To hear the
teaching, see its benefit, put it into practice for yourself, see it within
yourself, do it yourself – this is much more useful. You will then know the
taste of Dhamma for yourself.
This is why the Buddha didn’t talk about the fruits of the
practice in much detail, because it’s something one can’t convey in words. It
would be like trying to describe different colours to a person blind from
birth, ‘Oh, it’s so white,’ or ‘It’s bright yellow,’ for instance. You couldn’t
convey those colours to them. You could try but it wouldn’t serve much purpose.
The Buddha brings it back down to the individual – see
clearly for yourself. If you see clearly for yourself you will have clear proof
within yourself. Whether standing, walking, sitting or reclining you will be
free of doubt. Even if someone were to say, ‘Your practice isn’t right, it’s
all wrong,’ still you would be unmoved, because you have your own proof.
A practitioner of the Dhamma must be like this wherever he
goes. Others can’t tell you, you must know for yourself. Sammā-diṭṭhi must be
there. The practice must be like this for every one of us. To do the real
practice like this for even one month out of five or ten Rains Retreats would
be rare.
Our sense organs must be constantly working. Know content
and discontent, be aware of like and dislike. Know appearance and know
transcendence. The apparent and the transcendent must be realized
simultaneously. Good and evil must be seen as coexistent, arising together.
This is the fruit of the Dhamma practice.
So whatever is useful to yourself and to others, whatever
practice benefits both yourself and others, is called ‘following the Buddha’.
I’ve talked about this often. The things which should be done, people seem to
neglect. For example, the work in the monastery, the standards of practice and
so on. I’ve talked about them often and yet people don’t seem to put their
hearts into it. Some don’t know, some are lazy and can’t be bothered, some are
simply scattered and confused.
But that’s a cause for wisdom to arise. If we go to places
where none of these things arise, what would we see? Take food, for instance.
If food doesn’t have any taste, is it delicious? If a person is deaf, will he
hear anything? If you don’t perceive anything, will you have anything to contemplate?
If there are no problems, will there be anything to solve? Think of the
practice in this way.
Once I went to live up north. At that time I was living with
many monks, all of them elderly but newly ordained, with only two or three
Rains Retreats. At the time I had ten Rains. Living with those old monks I
decided to perform the various duties – receiving their bowls, washing their
robes, emptying their spittoons and so on. I didn’t think in terms of doing it
for any particular individual, I simply maintained my practice. If others
didn’t do the duties I’d do them myself. I saw it as a good opportunity for me
to gain merit. It made me feel good and gave me a sense of satisfaction.
On the uposatha days I knew the required duties. I’d go and
clean out the uposatha hall and set out water for washing and drinking. The
others didn’t know anything about the duties, they just watched. I didn’t
criticize them, because they didn’t know. I did the duties myself, and having
done them I felt pleased with myself, I had inspiration and a lot of energy in
my practice.
Whenever I could do something in the monastery, whether in
my own kuṭī or in others’, if it was dirty, I’d clean up. I didn’t do it for
anyone in particular, I didn’t do it to impress anyone, I simply did it to
maintain a good practice. Cleaning a kuṭī or dwelling place is just like
cleaning rubbish out of your own mind.
Now this is something all of you should bear in mind. You
don’t have to worry about harmony, it will automatically be there. Live
together with Dhamma, with peace and restraint, train your mind to be like this
and no problems will arise. If there is heavy work to be done, everybody helps
out and in no time the work is done, it gets taken care of quite easily. That’s
the best way.
I have come across some other types, though – I used it as
an opportunity to grow. For instance, living in a big monastery, the monks and
novices may agree among themselves to wash robes on a certain day. I’d go and
boil up the jackfruit wood. Now there’d be some monks who’d wait for someone
else to boil up the jackfruit wood and then come along and wash their robes,
take them back to their kuṭīs, hang them out and then take a nap. They didn’t
have to set up the fire, didn’t have to clean up afterwards. They thought they
were onto a good thing, that they were being clever. This is the height of
stupidity. These people are just increasing their own stupidity because they
don’t do anything, they leave all the work up to others. They wait till
everything is ready then come along and make use of it, it’s easy for them.
This is just adding to one’s foolishness. Those actions serve no useful purpose
whatsoever to them.
Some people think foolishly like this. They shirk the
required duties and think that this is being clever, but it is actually very
foolish. If we have that sort of attitude we won’t last.
Therefore, whether speaking, eating or doing anything
whatsoever, reflect on yourself. You may want to live comfortably, eat
comfortably, sleep comfortably and so on, but you can’t. What have we come here
for? If we regularly reflect on this we will be heedful, we won’t forget, we
will be constantly alert. Being alert like this you will put forth effort in
all postures. If you don’t put forth effort, things go quite differently.
Sitting, you sit like you’re in the town, walking, you walk like you’re in the
town. You just want to go and play around in the town with the laypeople.
If there is no effort in the practice the mind will tend in
that direction. You don’t oppose and resist your mind, you just allow it to
waft along the wind of your moods. This is called following one’s moods. Like a
child, if he indulges all his wants will he be a good child? If the parents
indulge all their child’s wishes is that good? Even if they do indulge him
somewhat at first, by the time he can speak they may start to occasionally
spank him because they’re afraid he’ll end up stupid. The training of our mind
must be like this. You have to know yourself and know how to train yourself. If
you don’t know how to train your own mind, waiting around expecting someone
else to train it for you, you’ll end up in trouble.
So don’t think that you can’t practice in this place.
Practice has no limits. Whether standing, walking, sitting or lying down, you
can always practice. Even while sweeping the monastery grounds or seeing a beam
of sunlight, you can realize the Dhamma. But you must have sati at hand. Why
so? Because you can realize the Dhamma at any time at all, in any place, if you
ardently meditate.
Don’t be heedless. Be watchful, be alert. While walking on
almsround all sorts of feelings arise, and it’s all good Dhamma. When you get
back to the monastery and are eating your food there’s plenty of good Dhamma
for you to look into. If you have constant effort, all these things will be
objects for contemplation. There will be wisdom, you will see the Dhamma. This
is called dhamma-vicaya, reflecting on Dhamma. It’s one of the enlightenment
factors. If there is sati, recollection, there will be dhamma-vicaya as a
result. These are factors of enlightenment. If we have recollection then we
won’t simply take it easy, there will also be inquiry into Dhamma. These things
become factors for realizing the Dhamma.
If we have reached this stage, our practice will know
neither day or night, it will continue on regardless of the time of day. There
will be nothing to taint the practice, or if there is we will immediately know
it. Let there be dhamma-vicaya within our minds constantly, looking into
Dhamma. If our practice has entered the flow, the mind will tend to be like
this. It won’t go off after other things. ‘I think I’ll go for a trip over
there, or perhaps this other place, over in that province should be
interesting.’ That’s the way of the world. Not long and the practice will die.
So resolve yourselves. It’s not just by sitting with your
eyes closed that you develop wisdom. Eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind
are constantly with us, so be constantly alert. Study constantly. Seeing trees
or animals can all be occasions for study. Bring it all inwards. See clearly
within your own heart. If some sensation makes an impact on the heart, witness
it clearly for yourself, don’t simply disregard it.
Take a simple comparison: baking bricks. Have you ever seen
a brick-baking oven? They build the fire up about two or three feet in front of
the oven, then the smoke all gets drawn into it. Looking at this illustration
you can more clearly understand the practice. To make a brick kiln work the
right way you have to make the fire so that all the smoke gets drawn inside,
none is left over. All the heat goes into the oven, and the job gets done
quickly.
We Dhamma practitioners should experience things in this
way. All our feelings should be drawn inwards to be turned into right view. The
sights we see, the sounds we hear, the odours we smell, the flavours we taste,
and so on, the mind draws them all inward to be converted into right view.
Those feelings thus become experiences which give rise to wisdom.
(The Teachings of Ajahn Chah)
The
Fountain of Wisdom (Part 1)
All of us
have made up our minds to become bhikkhus and sāmaṇeras in the Buddhist
Dispensation in order to find peace. Now what is true peace? True peace, the
Buddha said, is not very far away, it lies right here within us, but we tend to
continually overlook it. People have their ideas about finding peace but still
tend to experience confusion and agitation, they still tend to be unsure and
haven’t yet found fulfilment in their practice. They haven’t yet reached the
goal. It’s as if we have left our home to travel to many different places.
Whether we get into a car or board a boat, no matter where we go, we still
haven’t reached our home. As long as we still haven’t reached home we don’t
feel content, we still have some unfinished business to take care of. This is
because our journey is not yet finished, we haven’t reached our destination. We
travel all over the place in search of liberation.
All of you
bhikkhus and sāmaṇeras here want peace, every one of you. Even myself, when I
was younger, searched all over for peace. Wherever I went I couldn’t be
satisfied. Going into forests or visiting various teachers, listening to Dhamma
talks, I could find no satisfaction. Why is this?
We look for
peace in peaceful places, where there won’t be sights, or sounds, or odours, or
flavours, thinking that living quietly like this is the way to find
contentment, that herein lies peace.
But
actually, if we live very quietly in places where nothing arises, can wisdom
arise? Would we be aware of anything? Think about it. If our eyes didn’t see
sights, what would that be like? If the nose didn’t experience smells, what
would that be like? If the tongue didn’t experience flavours, what would that
be like? If the body didn’t experience feelings at all, what would that be
like? To be like that would be like being a blind and deaf man, one whose nose
and tongue had fallen off and who was completely numb with paralysis. Would
there be anything there? And yet people tend to think that if they went somewhere
where nothing happened they would find peace. Well, I’ve thought like that
myself, I once thought that way.
When I was
a young monk just starting to practice, I’d sit in meditation and sounds would
disturb me. I’d think to myself, ‘What can I do to make my mind peaceful?’ So I
took some beeswax and stuffed my ears with it so that I couldn’t hear anything.
All that remained was a humming sound. I thought that would be peaceful, but
no, all that thinking and confusion didn’t arise at the ears after all. It
arose in the mind. That is the place to search for peace.
To put it
another way, no matter where you go to stay, you don’t want to do anything
because it interferes with your practice. You don’t want to sweep the grounds
or do any work, you just want to be still and find peace that way. The teacher
asks you to help out with the chores or any of the daily duties, but you don’t
put your heart into it because you feel it is only an external concern.
I’ve often
brought up the example of one of my disciples who was really eager to ‘let go’
and find peace. I taught about ‘letting go’ and he accordingly understood that
to let go of everything would indeed be peaceful. Actually right from the day
he had come to stay here he didn’t want to do anything. Even when the wind blew
half the roof off his kuṭī he wasn’t interested. He said that that was just an
external thing. So he didn’t bother fixing it up. When the sunlight and rain
streamed in from one side he’d move over to the other side. That wasn’t any business
of his. His business was to make his mind peaceful. That other stuff was a distraction,
he wouldn’t get involved. That was how he saw it.
One day I
was walking past and saw the collapsed roof.
‘Eh? Whose
kuṭī is this?’
Someone
told me whose it was, and I thought, ‘Hmm. Strange ….’ So I had a talk with
him, explaining many things, such as the duties in regard to our dwellings, the
senāsana-vaṭṭa. ‘We must have a dwelling place, and we must look after it.
“Letting go” isn’t like this, it doesn’t mean shirking our responsibilities.
That’s the action of a fool. The rain comes in on one side so you move over to
the other side. Then the sunshine comes out and you move back to that side. Why
is that? Why don’t you bother to let go there?’ I gave him a long discourse on
this; then when I’d finished, he said:
‘Oh, Luang
Por, sometimes you teach me to cling and sometimes you teach me to let go. I
don’t know what you want me to do. Even when my roof collapses and I let go to
this extent, still you say it’s not right. And yet you teach me to let go! I
don’t know what more you can expect of me.’
You see?
People are like this. They can be as stupid as this.
Are there
visual objects within the eye? If there are no external visual objects would
our eyes see anything? Are there sounds within our ears if external sounds
don’t make contact? If there are no smells outside would we experience them?
Where are the causes? Think about what the Buddha said: All dhammas arise
because of causes. If we didn’t have ears would we experience sounds? If we had
no eyes would we be able to see sights? Eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind
– these are the causes. It is said that all dhammas arise because of
conditions; when they cease it’s because the causal conditions have ceased. For
resulting conditions to arise, the causal conditions must first arise.
If we think
that peace lies where there are no sensations, would wisdom arise? Would there
be causal and resultant conditions? Would we have anything to practice with? If
we blame the sounds, then where there are sounds we can’t be peaceful. We think
that place is no good. Wherever there are sights we say that’s not peaceful. If
that’s the case then to find peace we’d have to be one whose senses have all
died, blind, and deaf. I thought about this.
‘Hmm. This
is strange. Suffering arises because of eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and
mind. So should we be blind? If we didn’t see anything at all maybe that would
be better. One would have no defilements arising if one were blind, or deaf. Is
this the way it is?’
But,
thinking about it, it was all wrong. If that was the case then blind and deaf
people would be enlightened. They would all be accomplished if defilements
arose at the eyes and ears. There are the causal conditions. Where things
arise, at the cause, that’s where we must stop them. Where the cause arises,
that’s where we must contemplate.
Actually,
the sense bases of the eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, and mind are all things
which can facilitate the arising of wisdom, if we know them as they are. If we
don’t really know them we must deny them, saying we don’t want to see sights,
hear sounds, and so on, because they disturb us. If we cut off the causal
conditions, what are we going to contemplate? Think about it. Where would there
be any cause and effect? This is wrong thinking on our part.
This is why
we are taught to be restrained. Restraint is sīla. There is the sīla of sense
restraint; eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind: these are our sīla, and
they are our samādhi. Reflect on the story of Sāriputta. At the time before he
became a bhikkhu he saw Assaji Thera going on almsround. Seeing him, Sāriputta
thought:
‘This monk
is most unusual. He walks neither too fast nor too slow, his robes are neatly
worn, his bearing is restrained.’ Sāriputta was inspired by him and so
approached Venerable Assaji, paid his respects and asked him:
‘Excuse me,
sir, who are you?’
‘I am a
samaṇa.’
‘Who is
your teacher?’
‘Venerable
Gotama is my teacher.’
‘What does
Venerable Gotama teach?’
‘He teaches
that all things arise because of conditions. When they cease it’s because the
causal conditions have ceased.’
When asked
about the Dhamma by Sāriputta, Assaji explained only in brief, he talked about
cause and effect.
‘Dhammas
arise because of causes. The cause arises first and then the result. When the
result is to cease the cause must first cease.’
That’s all
he said, but it was enough for Sāriputta.
Now this
was a cause for the arising of Dhamma. At that time Sāriputta had eyes, he had
ears, he had a nose, a tongue, a body and a mind. All his faculties were
intact. If he didn’t have his faculties would there have been sufficient causes
for wisdom to arise for him? Would he have been aware of anything? But most of
us are afraid of contact. Either that or we like to have contact but we develop
no wisdom from it; instead, we repeatedly indulge through eyes, ears, nose,
tongue, body and mind, delighting in and getting lost in sense objects. This is
how it is. These sense bases can entice us into delight and indulgence or they
can lead to knowledge and wisdom. They have both harm and benefit, depending on
our wisdom.
Now let us
understand that, having gone forth and having come here to practice, we should
take everything as practice. Even the bad things. We should know them all. Why?
So that we may know the truth. When we talk of practice we don’t simply mean
those things that are good and pleasing to us. That’s not how it is. In this
world some things are to our liking, some are not. These things all exist in
this world, nowhere else. Usually, whatever we like we want, even regarding
fellow monks and novices. Whatever monk or novice we don’t like we don’t want
to associate with, we only want to be with those we like. You see? This is
choosing according to our likes. Whatever we don’t like we don’t want to see or
know about.
Actually
the Buddha wanted us to experience these things. Lokavidū – look at this world
and know it clearly. If we don’t know the truth of the world clearly, then we
can’t go anywhere. Living in the world we must understand the world. The Noble
Ones of the past, including the Buddha, all lived with these things; they lived
in this world, among deluded people. They attained the truth right in this very
world, nowhere else. They didn’t run off to some other world to find the truth.
They had wisdom. They restrained their senses, but the practice is to look into
all these things and know them as they are.
Therefore,
the Buddha taught us to know the sense bases, our points of contact. The eye
contacts forms and sends them ‘in’ to become sights. The ears make contact with
sounds, the nose makes contact with odours, the tongue makes contact with
tastes, the body makes contact with tactile sensations, and so awareness
arises. Where awareness arises is where we should look and see things as they
are. If we don’t know these things as they really are we will either fall in
love with them or hate them. Where these sensations arise is where we can
become enlightened, where wisdom can arise.
But
sometimes we don’t want things to be like that. The Buddha taught restraint,
but restraint doesn’t mean we don’t see anything, hear anything, smell, taste,
feel or think anything. That’s not what it means. If practitioners don’t
understand this then as soon as they see or hear anything they cower and run
away. They don’t deal with things. They run away, thinking that by so doing
those things will eventually lose their power over them, that they will
eventually transcend them. But they won’t. They won’t transcend anything like
that. If they run away not knowing the truth of them, later on the same stuff
will pop up to be dealt with again.
For
example, those practitioners who are never content, be they in monasteries,
forests, or mountains, wander on ‘dhutaṅga pilgrimage’ looking at this, that
and the other, thinking they’ll find contentment that way. They go, and then
they come back. They didn’t see anything. They try going to a mountain top.
‘Ah! This is the spot, now I’m right.’ They feel at peace for a few days and
then get tired of it. ‘Oh, well, off to the seaside.’ ‘Ah, here it’s nice and
cool. This’ll do me fine.’ After a while they get tired of the seaside as well.
Tired of the forests, tired of the mountains, tired of the seaside, tired of
everything. This is not being tired of things in the right sense, this is not
right view. It’s simply boredom, a kind of wrong view. Their view is not in
accordance with the way things are.
When they
get back to the monastery, ‘Now, what will I do? I’ve been all over and came
back with nothing.’ So they throw away their bowls and disrobe. Why do they
disrobe? Because they haven’t got any grip on the practice, they don’t see
anything; they go to the north and don’t see anything; they go to the seaside,
to the mountains, into the forests and still don’t see anything. So it’s all
finished – they ‘die’. This is how it goes. It’s because they’re continually
running away from things. Wisdom doesn’t arise.
Now take
another example. Suppose there is one monk who determines to stay with things,
and not run away. He looks after himself. He knows himself and also knows those
who come to stay with him. He’s continually dealing with problems. Take the
abbot for example. If one is an abbot of a monastery there are constant
problems to deal with, there’s a constant stream of things that demand
attention. Why so? Because people are always asking questions. The questions
never end, so you must be constantly on the alert. You are constantly solving
problems, your own as well as other people’s. You must be constantly awake.
Before you can doze off they wake you up again with another problem. So this
causes you to contemplate and understand things. You become skilful: skilful in
regard to yourself and skilful in regard to others. Skilful in many, many ways.
This skill
arises from contact, from confronting and dealing with things, from not running
away. We don’t run away physically but we ‘run away’ in mind, using our wisdom.
We understand with wisdom right here, we don’t run away from anything.
This is a
source of wisdom. One must work, must associate with other things. For
instance, living in a big monastery like this we must all help out to look
after the things here. Looking at it in one way you could say that it’s all
defilement. Living with lots of monks and novices, with many laypeople coming
and going, many defilements may arise. Yes, I admit, but we must live like this
for the development of wisdom and the abandonment of foolishness. Which way are
we to go? Are we going to live in order to get rid of foolishness or to
increase our foolishness?
We must
contemplate. Whenever our eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body or mind make contact
we should be collected and circumspect. When suffering arises, we should ask,
‘Who is suffering? Why did this suffering arise?’ The abbot of a monastery has
to supervise many disciples. Now that may be suffering. We must know suffering
when it arises. Know suffering. If we are afraid of suffering and don’t want to
face it, where are we going to do battle with it? If suffering arises and we
don’t know it, how are we going to deal with it? This is of utmost importance –
we must know suffering.
Escaping
from suffering means knowing the way out of suffering, it doesn’t mean running
away from wherever suffering arises. By doing that you just carry your
suffering with you. When suffering arises again somewhere else you’ll have to
run away again. This is not transcending suffering, it’s not knowing suffering.
If you want
to understand suffering you must look into the situation at hand. The teachings
say that wherever a problem arises it must be settled right there. Where
suffering lies is right where non-suffering will arise, it ceases at the place
where it arises. If suffering arises you must contemplate it right there, you
don’t have to run away. You should settle the issue right there. One who runs
away from suffering out of fear is the most foolish person of all. He will
simply increase his stupidity endlessly.
We must understand:
suffering is none other than the First Noble Truth, isn’t that so? Are you
going to look on it as something bad? Dukkha sacca, samudaya sacca, nirodha
sacca, magga sacca. Running away from these things isn’t practicing according
to the true Dhamma. When will you ever see the truth of suffering? If we keep
running away from suffering we will never know it. Suffering is something we
should recognize – if you don’t observe it, when will you ever recognize it?
Not being content here you run over there, when discontent arises there you run
off again. You are always running. If that’s the way you practice you’ll be
racing with the Devil all over the country!
The Buddha
taught us to ‘run away’ using wisdom. For instance: suppose you had stepped on
a thorn or splinter and it got embedded in your foot. As you walk it
occasionally hurts, occasionally not. Sometimes you may step on a stone or a
stump and it really hurts, so you feel around your foot. But not finding
anything you shrug it off and walk on a bit more. Eventually you step on
something else, and the pain arises again.
Now this
happens many times. What is the cause of that pain? The cause is that splinter
or thorn embedded in your foot. The pain is constantly near. Whenever the pain
arises you may take a look and feel around a bit, but, not seeing the splinter,
you let it go. After a while it hurts again so you take another look.
When
suffering arises you must note it, don’t just shrug it off. Whenever the pain
arises, ‘Hmm … that splinter is still there.’ Whenever the pain arises there
arises also the thought that that splinter has got to go. If you don’t take it
out there will only be more pain later on. The pain keeps recurring again and
again, until the desire to take out that thorn is constantly with you. In the
end it reaches a point where you make up your mind once and for all to get that
thorn out – because it hurts!
Now our
effort in the practice must be like this. Wherever it hurts, wherever there’s
friction, we must investigate. Confront the problem, head on. Take that thorn
out of your foot, just pull it out. Wherever your mind gets stuck you must take
note. As you look into it you will know it, see it and experience it as it is.
Our
practice must be unwavering and persistent. They call it viriyārambha – putting
forth constant effort. Whenever an unpleasant feeling arises in your foot, for
example, you must remind yourself to get that thorn out, and not to give up
your resolve. Likewise, when suffering arises in our hearts we must have the
unwavering resolve to try to uproot the defilements, to give them up. This
resolve is constantly there, unremitting. Eventually the defilements will fall
into our hands where we can finish them off.
(The
Teachings of Ajahn Chah)
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