Waves on the Shore
One must practice and develop mindfulness as much as one can
in order to gain a greater and more penetrating awareness. Whether the heart is
soiled or blemished in some way, it doesn’t matter, one should contemplate the
impermanence and uncertainty of whatever comes up. By maintaining this
contemplation at each instant that something arises, after some time one will
see the impermanent nature inherent in all sense objects and mental states.
Because one sees them as such, gradually they will lose their importance and
one’s clinging and attachment to that which is a blemish on the heart will
continue to diminish. Whenever suffering arises one will be able to work
through it and readjust oneself, but one shouldn’t give up on this work or set
it aside. One must keep up a continuity of effort and try to make one’s
awareness fast enough to keep in touch with the changing mental conditions. It
could be said that so far one’s development of the Path still lacks sufficient
energy to overcome the mental defilements. Whenever suffering arises the heart
becomes clouded over, but one must keep developing that knowledge and
understanding of the clouded heart; that is what one reflects on.
One must really take hold of it and repeatedly contemplate
that this suffering and discontentment is just not a sure thing. It is
something that is ultimately impermanent, unsatisfactory, and not-self.
Focusing on these three characteristics, whenever these conditions of suffering
arise again one will know them straight away, having experienced them before. Gradually,
little by little, one’s practice should gain momentum and as time passes,
whatever sense objects and mental states arise will lose their value in this
way. One’s heart will know them for what they are and accordingly put them
down. The path has matured internally when, having reached the point where one
is able to know things and put them down with ease, one will have the ability
to swiftly bear down upon the defilements. From then on there will just be the
arising and passing away in this place, the same as waves striking the
seashore. When a wave comes in and finally reaches the shoreline, it just
disintegrates and vanishes; a new wave comes and it happens again – the wave
going no further than the limit of the shoreline. In the same way, nothing will
be able to go beyond the limits established by one’s own awareness.
That’s the place where one will meet and come to understand
impermanence, un-satisfactoriness and not-self. It is there that things will vanish
– the three characteristics of impermanence, un-satisfactoriness and not-self
are the same as the seashore, and all sense objects and mental states that are
experiences go in the same way as the waves. Happiness is uncertain, it’s
arisen many times before. Suffering is uncertain, it’s arisen many times
before; that’s the way they are. In one’s heart one will know that they are
like that, they are ‘just that much’. The heart will experience these
conditions in this way and they will gradually keep losing their value and
importance. This is talking about the characteristics of the heart, the way it
is; it is the same for everybody, even the Buddha and all his disciples were
like this.
(The Teachings of Ajahn Chah)
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